Sigh..
Had orchestra prac today.. and it was Terrible. Terror. Tear.
We played "Pomp and Circumstance" and I let Edward Elgar down miserably.........
Sigh..
Felt so helpless as I could only stare at the score struggling to find the right note...
Then thoughts came arrowing at me that I am not good in anything.......
God says that I can do all things through Him.. Certainly He thinks higher of me than I am of myself.....


I called my cello teacher immediately after prac.. And bugged him for lesson.. Only to realize, when I reached home, that it is his birthday today! Haha.. Oops. The problem with cellists is that.. So few people play cello!!! That the pathetic few die die have to be zai.. Moreover we are supposed to be the ones who set the tempo for the rest..


But Eric was really encouraging... He came up to me after prac..
Him: You look quite sad... It's like that one la..
Aww.. Just one simple sentence and I felt a big part of my burden was lifted..


Sigh.. I have just less than 2 months before our next performance.. God, I need a miracle! I need more than just the anointing... I need.. I need... A tuner first. =(